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Wannabe Desdemona
06 March 2011 @ 10:24 pm
my heart is so hardened towards my dad that when i hear him say things in passing, like, "i love you, too"

it confuses me so much, because for such a long time, i could not contain my hatred towards his personality and the kind of person he embodied for me and my family.

however, i know now that i do love my dad, but it is so hard sometimes to admit it.

but i want to admit it.

i want to stop feeling like a bitch when i think of him and what he did in the past, because he does love all of us and he grew up differently, too.

i'm just sensitive sometimes.
Wannabe Desdemona
14 January 2010 @ 03:48 am
"shining inheritance"/"brilliant legacy" was AMAZING. the best 28 episodes of my life, and also my very first completed kdrama in about 2/3 years.
i mean, i tried with a lot, and i can only say that i've finished "my lovely sam-soon" since now.
just wanted to share that with the world. :D

oh yeah, and i'm getting into "you're beautiful", just to lighten up the mood. after that is then the critically acclaimed "coffee prince", which i know is gonna be a blast to watch. i'm so excited!
Wannabe Desdemona
22 November 2009 @ 01:40 am
i am so disappointed in my little baby brother. i am always unable to see the problems at firsthand.

but now i think these plans of action will happen starting this week:
ryan will not be able to go into his room except to get the stuff he needs before studying and doing homework.

there will be a schedule made so that he gets ample amount of sleeping time.

he will either 1) go to the library straight after school to do his homework, or 2) stay in school for the IRC, which is usually not conductive, so i recommend the library, or 3) do his work downstairs or in the basement, which no one uses ever

he will only be allowed to go on the laptop until he finishes what he needs to do for the day
Wannabe Desdemona
11 October 2009 @ 06:26 pm
wow, can someone please explain to me why naruse said he was bored in chapter 6 of kawaii akuma?

i mean, i'm guessing, it was a test? but he didn't sound so insecure from the way the chapter depicted that beginning scene...

or maybe he just likes akiyoshi's reactions to things and was playing with him?

im so confused! O_o
Wannabe Desdemona
02 August 2009 @ 12:58 am
I went to the Vans Warped Tour in Tinley Park, and I totally fell in love with
They fucking rocked that shit. :D

Others That I Just Recently Learned About and Liked:
All Time Low
Big D and The Kids Table (but only cause my bro likes them)
Hit The Lights
and... probably more, but those ones stuck out to me.

Not So Much:
3Oh!3 --> Cause they're not that great live. Actually it wasn't a pretty pleasing performance unless you're really bonkered on alcohol.
Escape The Fate --> But only cause their mosh pits got way too out of hand. I freaking had at least 20 people topple me to the ground. It was nearly suffocating when I had to leave. And who likes getting a bloody knee? Definitely not my bro, that's for sure. But, eh? What's new about mosh pits? The dude at the First Aid station was all like, "Well, like I keep telling other people, this isn't a 'New Kids on the Block' Concert. If you go into mosh pit you're gonna get hurt." LMAO. What a cute man.

And I wanted one of those kickass fedoras so bad... But then I was like, "I can totally get it cheaper in a place that doesn't sell $4 cookies".
Wannabe Desdemona
16 July 2009 @ 03:39 am
yup, i saw the 6th harry potter movie at 7 pm.

don't worry, i'm bad at spoiling if you're reading this and want to kill me for mentioning it.

and i can't believe all i'm thinking about is how bad and hard i'm going to ship cormac/hermione now! (mmmm... slughorn's dinner party... rawr, i swear i almost came)
that actor was TOO HOT to lose to ron. (even if ron is my ideal, cute hubby)
Current Mood: energeticenergetic
Wannabe Desdemona
13 April 2009 @ 11:47 pm
i am pants at the rule of fucking thirds.


photography makes me want to cry.
Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
Wannabe Desdemona
26 March 2009 @ 01:53 am
in the past two months,
i have reached my quota of
coping with death.

first, with a person i knew.

second, with a mere acquaintance.

and yet somehow
i still shed the same amount of tears.

i know you can all agree
that it is


Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Wannabe Desdemona
16 March 2009 @ 01:57 am
i think i've got some kind of slashing/yaoi-goggles glued on
cause i'm looking at the males i know in real life
and pretending that they are madly in love with their closest guy friends.
and it satisfies my sick craving for BL.


i think i need help...

Current Mood: crazycrazy
Wannabe Desdemona
12 March 2009 @ 01:34 am
i am desperately jealous of

it is enviously
Current Mood: jealousjealous